lily.

hello nice to meet you.

apieceofme.

my favourite submission doodle.

over for now.

thanks to all who have helped one way or the other. especially my family who tolerated all my breakdowns and tantrums and made sure i eat, and z who took one week off to help me fight fire and tolerate my shit.

thanks. without all of you, it really wouldn’t have been possible. thankyouthankyouthankyou.

boss.

thanks boss. your call somehow cheered me up ridiculously a lot haha though i dunno why. i think i just needed someone to whine to. haha.

went for a walk after dinner and headed straight for the basketball court. the basketballers were having training today, and i just enjoy watching them. they toiled, sweated, kenna scolding and shouted at, but they just happily plowed on with that kind of sheer look of determination of their face. why?

i guess cos they feel good when they’re playing. and its something that they really enjoy. soo…. for the coming week , my project’s gonna be my love.

i’m gg to feel good about it. to the max.

i can do it i can do it i can do it. ok back to work

an emoticon says a thousand words.

a certain conversation went like this:

4/13/2009		5:20:04 PM		Wenjun		ros- 乱世浮生。		(W)
4/13/2009		5:20:14 PM		ros- 乱世浮生。		Wenjun		(U)
4/13/2009		5:20:55 PM		Wenjun		ros- 乱世浮生。		(sn)(sn)(sn)(sn)(sn)(sn)(sn)
4/13/2009		5:24:29 PM		ros- 乱世浮生。		Wenjun		(O)(O) (O)(O)(O)(O)(O)(O)(O)(O)(O)
4/13/2009		5:24:41 PM		Wenjun		ros- 乱世浮生。		:’(:’(:’(:’(:’(:’(:’(
4/13/2009		5:26:10 PM		ros- 乱世浮生。		Wenjun		(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)(tu)
4/13/2009		5:26:43 PM		Wenjun		ros- 乱世浮生。		({)(})
4/13/2009		5:28:08 PM		ros- 乱世浮生。		Wenjun		(O)(st)——-> (#)(R)+:D
4/13/2009		5:28:23 PM		Wenjun		ros- 乱世浮生。		(F)
4/13/2009		5:30:09 PM		Wenjun		ros- 乱世浮生。		(co)(co)(co)(co)(co)(co)(co)(co)(co)

hahahaha. nice. .

WE CAN DO IT.

I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN I CAN DO IT.

WE CAN DO IT.

thanks.

to all who offered, are offering, will offer support, thanks. from the bottom of my heart.

to all (probably the same bunch of people) who kenna-ed my black face and lousy attitude, sorry. from the bottom of my heart.

.

i just want it to be over.

dream a long dream.

i feel so tired from this long dream i had yesterday that actually stopped for an actual pee break which is mirrored by a pee break in the dream halfway through a long coach ride.  It continued seamlessly after the pee break when i crawl back into bed.

how amazing is that.

mmm.

peace.